Inguz, radio reversed, Othila reversed
The lack of faith in an outcome will stop a journey before it begins, and right now is the best time to lean into trust in our own intuition. Who many times have you thought that you would never have gone down the road if you knew where it would lead, not because you ended up somewhere undesirable- but because you never could have imagined that your life would go that way? Sometimes you need to trust that your guides can lead to a place better than you imagined. Hard to do when things look as bogged down and stuck as they do right now. Seeds are just now being planted for a possibly good future- the key right now is to have faith and to do the deep healing work that this lack of communication provided.
Right now is not the time to solve any old feuds or to try to bring up old hurts – with the person who hurt you. Those old pains are ready to be healed by not by confronting your neimisis. They aren’t going to hear your side of the story at this time- it will just feel like an attact, there will be a time to clear the air when they will be a bit ore receptive. (Mid Jan currently feels good for that)
For now – the best thing you can do if find the healer you helps you go deep- who isn’t araid to help you clear away old abuse of all kinds, who has the patience to let you get there on your own. Everything that is coming up right now is ready to be cleared and some things are easier to let go of with an outside observer who can help you see through the pain and find the lessons so you can finally let go. If you lean in now and root this pain out – it will open the way for abundance in a few months. If you choose to do nothing, it will subside for the time being, but be assured it will return at a very inconvient time.
If you prefer to work solo- now is the time to write those 10 page letters to anyone you are still angry with – and of course – don’t mail them, set them on fire.
Also, don’t worry about saying no to social engagements right now unless you really want to be there. If it’s about of obligation or habit, maybe take a pass- it could save you from unnecessary friction. And always remember to be kind to yourself. 🙂