There is another slight bump in the road today. The problem is you keep looking around and the road is perfectly smooth, so what was it that you hit? Well, it is inside you. It seems as though it is an external influence but you have simply manifested a small problem to help you get over a disconnect with your inner self. The root of this is a regret over a decision you made a few miles back. It is time to forgive yourself and move on and clear up the energy around this guilt. Because in this case, you are repeatedly apologizing for something that requires no apology. The manifestation is a chance for you to see how silly this self-imposed guilt is. You made the decision in good faith and will all the knowledge available at the time, so why do you keep hanging onto it? Making mistakes and learning from them is part of being human. So quit expecting yourself to always be absolutely perfect, figure out the lesson, and move on.
One of the hardest things for some is patience, and knowing when it is needed. Some things simply take time and there is no way to hasten events. Some people don’t change as quickly as you would like. If it is an event you are waiting for, it simply may not be the right time. Things are moving slowly, but they are still moving, so keep working towards your goal and trust that the wheels are in motion.
Feeling a bit stuck are we? No matter what you say it seems as though you cannot get your message across correctly. Is it the listener that is flawed? Or are your perceptions of the person making you deliver the message in a way that prevents them from hearing? Did you go back to the place of innocence that we talked about yesterday? Great! Now you just need to surrender yourself to that innocence and trust in yourself.
The killer thing about surrender is that you are no longer in control. It is a lovely thought to find your innocence and to be happy like a child, but to take the next step and surrender to it takes a leap of faith. Any time you choose to surrender to something no matter how amazing it is, you have to give up your fear of not being in control and that is terrifying for many.
It may feel like things are at a stanstill, especially after a chaotic week. You may even feel that you have bungled things up and no one is listening. Take heart, it is simply a time to slow down and reflect for a bit. Go back through the recent events and look at your role in them and your reactions. Yeah, it could have gone better, but it can also illuminate the attitudes and beliefs that are holding you back. So, breathe deep and know that things are still moving forward and you are still changing and growing even though it feels as though you are stuck. A growth spurt will happen as soon as you accept yourself and all your perceived imperfections.
One way to protect yourself is to build imaginary boundaries. Walls that keep the pain and joy of an intimate relationship for away. Yes, there are people in your life, but how often to they get to see the real you? It is time to redraw the boundaries around you to include those you care about. It may be something as easy as not wearing make up or high heels for a day. Or sharing something that you feel could open you up to criticism. It is time to be brave and know that you can do no wrong as long as you are being true to yourself.
Or “All you need is love”
You can see all the possibilities in front of you but something is stopping you from taking the first step to your new project. It is that pesky parasite Fear. The more you feed him the more friends he calls over. And, no, this one isn’t solved but setting things on fire. Fear only dislikes on thing and that is love. Imagine the thing that you are afraid of, see and feel your fear. Now imagine the same thing but surrounded with love and joy. See yourelf taking that first step surrounded by things you love and soon you will be taking that step in reality.