Rune for June 2018, Ehwas, Wunjo, Mannaz
Things are going to be moving quickly this month and to compound matters we all may get a bit wiggly. If your are starting the month strong, full of ideas, and ready to run, then its going to be a lot of fun. There is work to be done, but it can happen. For you the biggest challenge may be in slowing down and actually enjoying the happy chaos and taking the time to check in with others.
For those no in alignment with the chaotic happiness of this month , it could feel like you are being run over and that your feelings aren’t important. It’s going to seem to that everyone else has their heads in the clouds and you may feel excluded. Keep heart, they will come to their senses.
For everyone- stay in touch with how you really feel, not how you are supposed to, or what you think people expect from you. Whether in the happy chaos or watching it from a safe distance the answer to having a great June is to be honest with yourself about who you are being and what you really want right now.
Mannaz, Gebo, Inguz
This is definitely going to be a week a deep introspection for nearly all. The focus of our energy is going to be turned inward, to look back at the paths we have chosen and really see how and when we chose each turn that led us here. This can be a brutal revelation for some, with guilt and anger at some of the choices made. Guilt at realizing how we may have hurt others and the things we did to block ourselves will become abundantly clear the next few days.
Once the full weight of how it all really went down hits, take a deep breath and let it go. It was all part of the process of getting you here. There are some hard and uncomfortable lessons that we need to teach ourselves and some of us are a bit more stubborn than others and need things to be a bit more intense in order to learn. So find what it is you learned, thank yourself for the lesson, and forgive yourself for the extra BS you used to get you here. And then say to yourself “I know how to learn my lessons without causing extra pain and drama”
There will also be a huge desire to get away from others a bit this week, especially with all the old resentments coming up all over the place. Your unwillingness to work things out with others could lead to more hurt feelings, so fight your need to hide yourself away and spend time talking things out with your bestie.
Now that you can see the path behind you clearly- it is time to choose where you will go next. All of the choices ahead of you are yours to make. It can feel a bit scary for some to realize that this life is one we chose and that we get to choose how the rest of the story goes. Now it the best time to change your direction and put yourself on a path more in line with what you really want. Or just to make a few simple adjustments to refine your path. It is with a full understanding of your past that you can remake your future.
Ansuz, Mannaz, Uruz reversed
There is a message waiting for you you but it will be coming through a source you least expect. Pay attention to what others have to say to you and about you. There is some truth to the rumors and especially pay attention to what makes you annoyed. You can say “Oh, it is just their issue projecting on me”. But why does it annoy you if there isn’t a part of you that believes it? I am not saying that everything they say is true, just be open to hearing what they have to say and acknowledging that maybe there are things you still need to let go of. Now is not a time to show your strength and brush off negative comments. The message is one of unacknowledged guilt and playing innocent with yourself will only make it harder to move on. It is time to take stock of your vulnerabilities and be grateful for the things you have learned from them and stop beating yourself up for not always being perfect.
Gebo, Othlia, Mannaz reversed
There are people in your life right now that are not helping you move forward. It may be someone you have known for years that only seems to want to complain, or a highly opinionated family member or coworker. It may be difficult to get the amount of distance that you need to see yourself clearly, but space is defiantly what is needed right now. How can you see yourself clearly when you are surrounded by other ideas of who you are? Sometimes it is good to see yourself as other do, but right now the most important vantage point is your own. It may be time to take a small vacation, to get away from others’ influences so you can focus only on yourself for a short time. Once you have cleared out your own space and are in tune with yourself, you can let other people back into your space without them weighing you down.
There is another slight bump in the road today. The problem is you keep looking around and the road is perfectly smooth, so what was it that you hit? Well, it is inside you. It seems as though it is an external influence but you have simply manifested a small problem to help you get over a disconnect with your inner self. The root of this is a regret over a decision you made a few miles back. It is time to forgive yourself and move on and clear up the energy around this guilt. Because in this case, you are repeatedly apologizing for something that requires no apology. The manifestation is a chance for you to see how silly this self-imposed guilt is. You made the decision in good faith and will all the knowledge available at the time, so why do you keep hanging onto it? Making mistakes and learning from them is part of being human. So quit expecting yourself to always be absolutely perfect, figure out the lesson, and move on.