2021 Reading –

Overall- We are still going to be going through a LOT of lessons, it’s not going to suddenly get easier. So always keep in touch with what your soul could be trying to learn. The more we integrate the lessons, stay open to new ideas, the better we will get through the rest of the coming storm. This will be a good year to let go of the rest of your ego, of the need to be right, and to take full accoutability for all your actions- including ones with unintended consequenses.

January

The feeling of being trapped is not going to let up. Even if there is a chance to move around physically for some, the resitrations are still going to be felt on many levels. What have you been learning from beingtold no for the last 8 months? Have you taken the time to turn to lense inward and see what is scary about being with yourlsef? Have you learnred how to accpet all of yourself? Keeping the rage centered on the people what are keeping you trapped also keeps you from seeing your own truth. There is so much that can be learned in stillness, in having no distrartions and just your own thoughts. For those that have come to peace with stillness, this month will flow smoothly. If you ahve been running, this month will be bumpy.

Febuary

This is a great month to revisit and let go of old relationships. I used to do this at new years back when my day planner was my phone book and I’d decide what numbers to keep. So it may be time to look at your FB friends list, or your phone book and delete anyone you may have outgrown. The more you clear out the toxic or the ones who refuse to grow – the faster you can call in the ones more aligned with your soul’s path. Not just stop talking to them, but also release the resentments and truly forgive.  
 

There will also be an energy of the re-breaking of the bones, that we need to unlearn things in order to learn a better way. Just because you have been doing it for a long time, or “that’s the way it’s’ always been” Does not make it the only way, the best way, or the kindest way. In order for us to move forward as a society – it is time to rethink traditions and why we follow them. 

March

Somatic releases are recommended this month, or any modality that helps you release trauma and sadness from the body. Personally – sound healing sessions and somatic releases are my go to. The ThetaHealing heart song is a great tool too. There will be a lot of grief coming up for all of us. Prepare for a potentially heavy month. Try not to make sense of everything right away- this is a month of super deep undercurrents and ancestral healings.  So much more will be going on in your energy than you will be aware of! Especially with all the empaths out there- we will be processing a lot of emotion- luckily we’ve been getting a lot of practice over that last year. 


You may also find yourself with new gifts appearing at this time. Manifesting may get easier for a few of you. Be prepared for surprises, windfalls, deep truths, and uncertainty. This lack of certainty will shake a few up a bit, if you have already adjusted to our current level, you may be alright.

April

If you’re waiting on April to save your finances- you may want to take a second look at your timeline. There is going to some shake ups around finances that month. April may bring a wave of evictions, things not turning out how we planned. You can still plan to teach or promote your business, but it will not be the time to launch a new product, or to put all your faith in that one big event. If you are in a place where you have a bit of a cushion-  it may be good to set a bit aside for this month. 

May

Now- we can all heave a huge sigh of relief! The smoke is going to clear and we will have come through so much with our heads held high. The lessons in April were the finishing touches and now we have finished with a full cycle of lessons. For the first time is a while many of you will feel whole again. As a collective will have raised our capacity for compassion significantly. This time of fearless every is much better for your new project (In fact the rest of he year will be better for launches) 

June

Now things are truly  flowing again- both energetically and physically. Economies will start to move again. Personally – those who have been really working on themselves the past few months are going to feel a lot more shifts, better understanding of the self and be able to see the truth in themselves without judgement. There will be a deeper knowing of self, and connection to personal power.

July

This will be a great month to dig into strategy and to really build your future- again there will be a lot of surprises and deep unkowable energy  flowing. Work closely with your guides, advisors, community, and other mentors to really take in what people are saying. This will be a time to really take in the hard pills to swallow, because you have done the work last month to find your truth- which makes it safe for you to hear others’ truth without taking it personally. A lot of secrets will be revealed this month. 

August

Don’t get caught up in the anger that will be flying around this month. The last two months of truths and secrets revealed and social changes will bring up a backlash from those whose ego is still tied up in old ways of thinking. And – there will be  overcorrections going on too, from those who have not been heard before- now that their voice is being heard – there will be a period of venting to help balance out the years of feeling unseen and unheard. As you witness this- stay calm, do not meet anyone with anger. Listen. Listen for the truth, for the source of the pain. Connect to source, the universe- and ask to be shown the highest truth of all that is being said. Probably a good month to stay off social media if you have trouble disconnecting from what people have to say. 
Also – make sure to do your regular spiritual hygiene- release other’s energy from your space, send all psychic attacks to the light, check in with your guardian angels and guides. 

September

The way that we will learn this month will be a softer energy. We may still make a few mistakes, but will be able to recognize them earlier, and easier. This will be a month of learning through small victories, or through silly mistakes. Great time to have a second pair of eyes on anything you put out to the world, esp if you are a bad speller like yours truly. 

October

The energy from last month will continue. This will be a great time to build up your support team if you haven’t already, as some of our weaknesses will come to the forefront. All  those things you’ve been struggling to do are going to become problematic. The victories will continue and grow, and they will grow the most when you are trusting a team that balances out your strengths and weaknesses and where all can be candid. 

November

Financially for many- this may be the highlight of the year. We will have reached a new level of stability as a group, and the wheels are turning again. This will be a time when we are all standing fully in our power without standing on other people’s shoulders. 

December

This will be a melting into the ground- OMG we made it kind of feeling. The number of F***s given will be greatly reduced. We will be able to say what we mean, and hear others’ truth. We will be a bit kinder, less receptive to being obligated by others, and definitely wiser.   There will also be anxiety and grief as the new Year approaches- a lot will happen in 2021, so there may be fear about heading into another new year and what it will bring. We will take another look closer to the dates, For now- we have a lot of healing still to do. 

I can see for miles and miles.. Runes of the Month for March

Runes of the Month for March 2018

Dagaz, Ansuz, Burkana

Well! The good news is that February is coming to an end and we can all relax. It has been a bumpy ride and now that we are raw and open and have a much clearer grasp of personal inventory, it is time to rebuild.

The tone for the month is transformation, so get ready to do a lot of work! If you are unwilling to change this month could be a bit rough as change is the most important aspect of the next few weeks and why we spent the last few finding out all the things that weren’t working. So time to start new projects, revamp the ones that didn’t take off, make new friends. It’s time to expand and grow.

With all this radical growth and unpredictable energy it may be hard at times to really focus in on what’s being said around you- so make time every day to relax and meditate, cultivate your active listening skills, because there may be things you are overlooking in your excitement. Also too, ay attention to any lingering feelings of remorse or regret that come up this month- it’s time to let it go, otherwise these feelings could cause unnecessary complications.

This is a great time to pick up a new skill, especially one that makes you nervous. The energy for new growth will abound and it will be easier to keep the knowledge in and apply it quickly. So find a passion and dig in.

Rune of the Day, March 6

Mannaz reversed, Hagalz, Berkana
How honest are you being about yourself? Are hiding your best attributes from others? We all want to shade our perceived flaws but in doing so we also hide away the good parts of ourselves. Today is a good day to live inside your structures, just for a while, to find your boundaries and yourself. Once you know what cards you are showing and which ones you could be willing to show, then it will be time to take action. This growth works best when done in an orderly fashion, a major disruption or too much change can easily send one back into a cave. Take small steps and keep moving forward, feel the universe and others open up to you a little at a time as you reveal all that is amazing and scary and not so pleasant about yourself. You are already whole and perfect; the things about others that you judge harshly are reflections of what you don’t love about yourself. So the thoughts and feelings that you are ashamed of and fear being judged for exist in others, if you let them see all of you, they can help you grow and heal.

On a personal note, a bit about how last year changed me

Has everyone recovered from New Years’ Eve? Now that the crazy holiday season and the end of the Mayan calendar shift have passed, we are at a place of now what? Now we start on a new journey. 2012 was all about letting go. Letting go of jobs, relationships, old ways of thinking, bad memories, etc. I let go of the theatre company I started in my backyard, the job I had for over six years, and my home. Starting over in a new city and a growing group of new friends I am learning to be okay with non-activity, silence, and empty space. My life before Oakland was always busy; it took a full year to slow down enough to get to a space where I could write again. Until the start of 2012 I had full time job and a theatre company that took up every second of my free time. I even dreamed about the shows we did. It was wonderfully creative and rewarding but it kept me from attaining the goals I had set for myself when I moved to San Diego, to be a full time energy healer. Add painting and volunteer work on top of that and I had no room left in my schedule to really to the work necessary for my spiritual development.
So after the valentines’ day show I stopped doing anything except board meetings. I built a meditation room in my house, the garage got cleaned up and I almost started painting again. I also sold my car, a great relief because I was always on call to fix lights and things down at the church, as a volunteer. It felt weird at first but it was a very growing experience to step away and let people handle their own problems, or walk them through it on the phone instead of rushing over to push the button or flip a switch. Little by little I worked on clearing away everything that did not belong and though long and hard about my next move, I knew that I had learned everything that I had come to San Diego to learn.
I knew from the moment I first saw the city from BART that the Bay Area is where my next stage of development would happen. And a lot has happened so far. The move cost me a job that I loved but that took all my energy. It was not the greatest in the world and honestly I was using it as a crutch to not try on build my energy healing practice. It was easy to not work to find new clients because I was making good money and living comfortably. So now, I have a quite warehouse with lots of room to paint and create, no more rushing around, and the ability to create a new future. The practice is growing slowly, on new client at a time, but the more I learn to share myself, the faster it will grow. So there will be more posts about my journey, my dreams and the things I have seen. Cheers.

Rune of the day for Monday

Hagalaz

It is the start of a new week and the start of a new way of seeing the events around you and how you react. Like the death card, I am always a bit excited when I see this rune come up in a reading. It portends changes, specifically an elemental disruption. There is great potential for growth when you give in the the seeming chaos that swirls around you. Look at the things in your life that you react to with more anger than is really needed, these are the things you do not love about yourself.

Rune of the Day- Uruz

Looks like it is time to grow again and realize that things that used to work have stopped, because they no longer serve your higher purpose. It is time to drop the old ways and if you have been recently dropped by someone or occurred a loss, it is all for the better. No really, it may not feel that great right now, but there is a better opportunity ahead. Also too, just be grateful that you have been given the strength to thrive as you walk through the chaos we call being human.