Hagalz, Nauthiz reversed, Ehwas reversed
Another frustrating day as you may feel boxed in and the way out is not clear. You are still working against your true self. The anger you are feeling at the world is really a manifestation of shame that you have not forgiven yourself and others for. The way out is to look within and find the things that cause you to feel ashamed and to forgive that part of yourself for the mistakes that you made. The shame that you feel from what others have done is also ready to leave your space. Sit down and write a letter to the offenders, be brutally honest, and then set the letter on fire and let it go to god. Once you have learned to forgive others, then go back and forgive yourself for being in a place where you could be shamed for others.
“Finish each day and be done with it. You have done what you could. Some blunders and absurdities no doubt crept in; forget them as soon as you can. Tomorrow is a new day. You shall begin it serenely and with too high a spirit to be encumbered with your old nonsense.”
― Ralph Waldo Emerson
Dagaz, Hagalz, Laguz reversed
The big break you have been working towards in within reach. The chaos that surrounds it is a good thing, as it is helping everything resettle where it needs to be. It can be frustrating having so many things up in the air at one time, but the key to juggling is to stay focused and relaxed and in the zone. It is really easy right now to do too much and work against your strengths because your goal is so close. Stay focused and keep your pace the same as it was yesterday, you will get there, just don’t try to rush things.
It is so easy to get very angry and frustrated when things start going wonky. Why is this happening now? Really universe? Did I really just manifest this pile of dung? Yep, you sure did. You can shake your fists at the sky all you want, but that is not where this is coming from. Right now a big disruption and shaking up of events is exactly what is needed internally. When you are too cosy and comfortable and settled into the way things are, you can’t see what things could be improved.
I always find this rune to be a good sign, things are changing, there is an awakening happening. It may not be pretty, it may not make sense right now. But you have the strength to make through this and once you get through the tunnel and look back, you will be able to see the big picture. Trust yourself, there is a very good reason you created the current chaos, it will lead to better things.