Inguz, radio reversed, Othila reversed
The lack of faith in an outcome will stop a journey before it begins, and right now is the best time to lean into trust in our own intuition. Who many times have you thought that you would never have gone down the road if you knew where it would lead, not because you ended up somewhere undesirable- but because you never could have imagined that your life would go that way? Sometimes you need to trust that your guides can lead to a place better than you imagined. Hard to do when things look as bogged down and stuck as they do right now. Seeds are just now being planted for a possibly good future- the key right now is to have faith and to do the deep healing work that this lack of communication provided.
Right now is not the time to solve any old feuds or to try to bring up old hurts – with the person who hurt you. Those old pains are ready to be healed by not by confronting your neimisis. They aren’t going to hear your side of the story at this time- it will just feel like an attact, there will be a time to clear the air when they will be a bit ore receptive. (Mid Jan currently feels good for that)
For now – the best thing you can do if find the healer you helps you go deep- who isn’t araid to help you clear away old abuse of all kinds, who has the patience to let you get there on your own. Everything that is coming up right now is ready to be cleared and some things are easier to let go of with an outside observer who can help you see through the pain and find the lessons so you can finally let go. If you lean in now and root this pain out – it will open the way for abundance in a few months. If you choose to do nothing, it will subside for the time being, but be assured it will return at a very inconvient time.
If you prefer to work solo- now is the time to write those 10 page letters to anyone you are still angry with – and of course – don’t mail them, set them on fire.
Also, don’t worry about saying no to social engagements right now unless you really want to be there. If it’s about of obligation or habit, maybe take a pass- it could save you from unnecessary friction. And always remember to be kind to yourself. 🙂
Gebo, Laguz, Inguz
New partnerships are forming. Some are with new people, some with people who you have known, but are seeing completely differently. We grow so slowly and privately that sometimes others don’t notice the evolution for a while, you just go through a weird period of not communicating as well for a bit. But we all seemed to have leveled off just enough to lift up are heads and check in with each other. This also may mean that you are noticing that some old partnerships are not going was well as they used to. just go with the flow and allow yourself to be pleasantly surprised by the wealth of creative energy that is available today. It is a great day to start a new project or simply daydream and brainstorm about what is now possible.
Eihwaz, Gebo, Inguz
It is time again to take a survey of your closest relationships. Do you feel refreshed and energized when you part? If you do, then you are being all of yourself when you are with that person. If you feel tired or annoyed, or you are letting the call go to voicemail, then there is something to work on. You may need to take a step back for a while from some people, especially those going through addictions that you do not feel you can handle. You can always reconnect, but right now your relationship with your higher self is a bigger priority. The stronger your connection to your higher self and the more faith you have that the universe will give you all the energy you need, the more you can be around people who are of a lower vibration. The stronger your person connection the less they will bring you down. Start with yourself, and then you can go out and help the people that you care about. Yes, we all need someone to see us through the dark times, but today you need to focus your energy inward to recharge before you go out and share your love.
In addition to my runes and cards I am also a Theta energy healer and have a lot of fun with it. While I can look at a person’s chakras and gain a lot of information just through the color, intensity and clarity, I have found a way to gain a different insight. Most of my work involves removing trapped negative emotions from the chakras and they usually make themselves known pretty quickly when I am doing Theta. This is a fun way to combine the two modalities and help the person see what is going on inside. It also helps illuminate how one belief can cause a domino effect and can help negative beliefs reinforce each other. We don’t just believe something on one level, the belief gets passed around and altered and strengthened. Which is why it is important to find and clear out the negative beliefs, so you can stop making up stories about yourself and the world around you.
I drew two lines of runes from the top chakra down for this imaginary man, but will read them from the bottom up. The right hand column is the emotions and the left hand column is the topic it deals with. I could write an essay on each of the pairing but it will keep it very simplified. This is also a very generalized example. Here is the sample I drew:
So, this person is holding shame in the root chakra and it is related to how he sees himself as man. He does not feel that he is behaving in the way his definition of a man should. Is he using his strength to be a bully or to support people who are weaker? To help this person I would first release the shame, and then give him access to the definition true strength.
The second chakra shows to me that he does not believe that god loves him. Ouch! This can be a biggie and takes belief work in theta to clear up. But finding a belief like this also helps clear up many of the other beliefs that stem from it.
Not surprisingly the third charka is showing that his faith has recently been shaken by a seemingly random event. It is trying to reinforce the belief of the charka below by saying “Yes, you did say that I am not loved and this proved it!”
Not to despair, the heart chakra is pretty solid in the wisdom that can be gained when joy is lost.
The throat chakra, though, seems to think that its prayers are not being answered. Again, reinforcing the second chakra’s belief.
And then we get to the third eye which is saying that he has waited and waited and waited and has not seen the signal. His patience is running thin and no wonder when he is in a crisis of faith.
The crown chakra shows us that he has denied all progress with his connection to the divine. Though there has been progress, the signal has been sent and the prayers will be answered and there is a reason for the randomness in his life. It all comes back to the belief that he is not worthy of God’s love because he is not “man” enough.
So from the first two we find the root of it all, but it is important to look at all of them because when you are conscious of your issues and where they stem from the healing has a greater impact. I could just deal with the issues of masculinity and stop there. But knowing how it impacted his faith in god and tracing the effects it had helps him let go of all of it. Once the issues are clear, then we can begin the belief work in Theta.