I’d Love you to Love me

Runes for the Month of February

Perth, Thurisa, Uruz reversed

This month is going to be all about the love and new beginnings. And like the original meaning of St. Valentine’s day, it’s not just about romantic love. How open are you to being loved by your BFF? Or your coworkers? Do you only love your family out of obligation or have you taken the time to see who they are as humans and love them for who they are? Are you still finding things in your partner to love?

Do you make your decisions based on love or on fear? How do react to the fear fo those around you, do you sink into it and feed it your own fears, or do you take a deep breath and listen to their fears from a place of love.

The biggest challenge this month will be staying in touch with your wisdom. There are things that you know to be true so hold tight to them as these beliefs will be challenged. People will try to tell you that the sky is orange and 2+2=5. But hold tight to your truth and it will see you through.

Take time each day to release any bitterness you are feeling. The more regrets, resentments, and guilt you release this month the easier things will go for you the rest of the year.

The way to truly know and expiernce love is to let go of all things that are not in line with seeing the devine spark in everyone you meet. If you accept the fear of others it will only weigh you down. It is safe to see this fear and acknowledge it, but it is possible to do so without buying into it. And sometimes, for some people, just having their fears heard without judgement, from a place of love, is enough to help them grow out of the fear and possibly find inside themselves the thing that they are really afraid of.

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Where have all the flowers gone?

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Memorial day has never been about grilling or drinking for me. Every year we would go as a family to the cemetery where there would be a 21 gun salute, Marvin played Taps  (he was my next door neighbor and and former army bugler who taught me how to play it too), In Flanders’s Field was read recited, and then someone sang “Where have the the Flowers gone”.  My sisters and I would gather up the empty shells afterwards to use in crafts. The importance of the event was evident but it wasn’t till much later in life did I realize the gravity of what we were doing there at the cemetery, and I am grateful that I had to wait till I was an adult to really understand how horrible war is, and how much of a rippling affect it can have.  So many you young men have gone away never to return and it has been going on for for too long.  I once had an extremely upsetting experience in a cemetery on the south side of Columbus, Ohio. It was for prisoners of war from the Civil War who had died in captivity. I could feel the fear and  distress of dying so far away from home from every grave I passed. Anyway, I digress.

Death in a war is particularly shocking. The chaos on confusion only adds to the cacophony of emotions that abound in a violent death. Genocide is even more perplexing to the soul- being killed just for existing, and we have had far too many of those if the last century- 16 according to wiki.

Theses are the things I think about on Memorial Day.

And for the past month, in every healing I have done, clients’ ancestors have been coming forward and asking me foe healing. Some are very specific about what they want, either way- I am answering their call.

So this year I am putting together a special event with the Light Sisterz. We will be gathering together to allow our ancestors who died because of war to come forward and receive trauma release and healing. We will also be working with anyone affected by war- those left behind, civilian causalities, the wounded, and anyone else.

The Light Sisterz will open the session with  a meditation to set the tone. Each participant will get one on one time with on of the healers to receive healing for their ancestors and and you the participant. At the end we will circle up and join hands to do a group healing lead by yours truly, where we will ask for the ancestors of our world leaders to come forward, if they choose, and any victims of genocide not related to anyone present who need peace are also welcome to come forward for a release. There will be some meditative activities while you are waiting for your personal session.

The event will be at 1-3:30 pm on Sunday May 28th at The Center SF  in San Francisco.  Tickets are  $30 each and you get them here. Seating is limited in order to make sure each person can have individual attention. It’s going to be an intense and freeing day.

In Flanders fields the poppies blow
Between the crosses, row on row,
That mark our place; and in the sky
The larks, still bravely singing, fly
Scarce heard amid the guns below.

We are the Dead. Short days ago
We lived, felt dawn, saw sunset glow,
Loved and were loved, and now we lie
In Flanders fields.

Take up our quarrel with the foe:
To you from failing hands we throw
The torch; be yours to hold it high.
If ye break faith with us who die
We shall not sleep, though poppies grow
In Flanders fields.

Rune of the day Jan 9, 2015 ‘Cause every hand’s a winner And every hand’s a loser

Sowelu, Perth, Thurisa & Gebo

Give yourself a lot of space today. Most people’s energy will be rather pulled in as we each focus on our own wholeness. For some this will be a new and foreign feeling, but the universe is sending us each a little sample so you can know and grow it.
It can sometimes be easier to have compassion for others than for ourselves. So for today begin to explore what it feels like to have love and compassion for yourself. How much more energy will you have when you stop beating yourself up about not being perfect. When in fact you already are perfect, it is just very difficult for many of us to see it, and sometimes even more difficult to accept, but you can get here. It starts by taking a deep breath and allowing yourself to just be without judging or trying to improve anything.
Just remember that anyone new that you bring into your life today will be at comparable level of compassion and self-love as you.

Rune of the Day, Aug 19, I’ve been through the desert on a horse with no name

Kano, Wunjo, Ehwaz

The clouds seem to have parted and you are left with a new clarity. It is the beginning of a new phase in your life that leaves you feeling rather vulnerable and possibly also a little lost. The things that used to distract you no longer work and you are being forced to look at what parts of you are really important. It is time to start moving again. For a little while, serenity may be a bit elusive as sitting still is not as comfortable as it used to be. There is a need to move and you must follow that urge. Time to get out of town for the day and shift your energy through movement. Even going to the gym will help or taking a walk around the block. The movement will help unblock the last little bits of forgiveness that you need to address. It is time to forgive and move on, and moving your body out of its current local with make things a lot easier.

Rune of the Day, June 14, Can you see the real me?

Kano reversed, Nauthiz, Thurisa reversed

Before you can move forward it is time to accept your true self.The constraints and problems that you are running into lately are because of inauthentic living. If you are feeling a bit claustrophobic it is because your real purpose is trying desperately to get through to you. The things that are no longer working for you are breaking down completely and unless you stop fighting and accept your true path, you will continue to struggle. If you are on your path, things are a bit lighter but there is still a lot of clearing away to be done. You may have to let go of “how” you will get there and focus on the journey alone. There are old relationships that are not working, mostly because everyone is going through this right now, so consider the other person’s struggle with authenticity is raging as well. It is a time to let people do their own thing while you go and do yours. Don’t feel as though they are ignoring you, it is really about them completing their own struggle. Now more than ever:
“If you love something, let it go. If it comes back to you, its yours forever. If it doesn’t, then it was never meant to be. – Unknown

Rune of the Day, March 20, I got life sister

Algiz reversed, Mannaz, Fehu reversed

It is spring cleaning time again. Since Sunday most of us have been naturally dropping things that no longer work, but it is time to amplify the energy by physically moving objects out of your space. Physical objects hold a lot of energy and if it reminds you of a time when you were not at your best, it should be sent on its way. Every thing you look at in your home should serve a purpose. Either as just its function or to inspire, challenge, or remind you of joy.

Also be honest with yourself about the company you keep. They say that if you are the smartest person in the room, you are in the wrong room. How many of your friends and close associates are people you aspire to be like? Are there any people that you feel you need to apologize for? The signals right now around these issues are ringing louder than they have before. Interactions that are natural and energizing are moving you in the right direction, spend more time with those people. If you are feeling weighed down or are struggling to be understood when you interact with someone, they may no longer be at the same vibration as you. It is time to walk away and reset your boundaries. There is nothing preventing open communication right now outside of who you are being and who the other person is being. If you are both being true to your higher selves, there is no need to repeat, rephrase, and try to force the conversation. If you are taking care of your needs for yourself, your relationships with be based on what you want in life.

Rune of the Day, December 9, I know they’d never match my sweet imagination

Wunjo, Dagaz, Inguz

Things are ready to turn around, you just have to be willing to accept the changes. If you can open yourself up to a whole new way of being and really let go of the past you will be able to see the new things that are coming. But, you must let go of your old ways of thinking. If you continue to live as you have been the future that has been prepared for you will slip into a fog. So let it all go and be open to finally grasping your destiny.

Rune of the Day, Sept 19, I love it when a plan comes together

Gebo, Laguz, Inguz

New partnerships are forming. Some are with new people, some with people who you have known, but are seeing completely differently. We grow so slowly and privately that sometimes others don’t notice the evolution for a while, you just go through a weird period of not communicating as well for a bit. But we all seemed to have leveled off just enough to lift up are heads and check in with each other. This also may mean that you are noticing that some old partnerships are not going was well as they used to. just go with the flow and allow yourself to be pleasantly surprised by the wealth of creative energy that is available today. It is a great day to start a new project or simply daydream and brainstorm about what is now possible.

Rune of the Day, Sept 2, Joy to the fishies in the deep blue sea

Perth, Raido reversed, Sowelu

In this time of great personal growth, there are going to be disruptions to your relationships. Some people are not going to grow with you, and are not willing to accept the changes you are making. DO not judge them for not being on your path. Some people still have a ways to go before they are ready to wake up. When you encounter resistance from others, center yourself in your goals and your connection to the divine. Treat those who resent your growth with compassion. Be an example for them to follow and when they are ready, they may seek you out first to help then take their next step.

Rune of the Day, Sept 1, Gone are the dark clouds that had me blind

Kano, Thurisa reversed, Raido

Things have been opening up lately and you are being shown the possibilities and the choices that were previously hidden. For many it is simply the “how” of your goals. For others it is a fine tuning of the goal. You are on the path to become that person you set out to be, but with so many choices, it is best to weigh all of your options before you dive in. Small steps can be taken, but nothing drastic at this time. You are being shown a more organic and simpler way to achieve success. Have faith in the process and surrender yourself to your path. The more you follow your instincts, the less resistance you will encounter.