Laguz reversed, Hagalz, Eihwaz
Today will probably not go as planned. The things that are no longer serving you are refusing to work the way they once did. The bad habits that are your comfort zone are not bringing the same sigh of relief. The frustrations are a signal for you to rethink why you are still doing the same old things that are not helping you move forward. It is time to listen to your gut and start a plan to do the things that your body really wants you to be doing for yourself. Time to take walk, eat a bit better, or put down the cigarettes. There is a better way for you to love and honor yourself, it may just be a small tweak, but the way you are currently treating your body is keeping you in denial of your true self
If you are feeling defensive and the all the world is against you, it is because you are in denial. Time for a reality check. So life isn’t what you thought it should be, but it is what it is and there are a lot of great things happening. But just because it doesn’t look exactly the way you wanted it do doesn’t mean you aren’t going in the right direction. By denying the imperfections you are blocking out the magic and goodness that is trying to come your way. Take an honest look at your life and claim everything, the good and the bad. Knowing exactly where you are is the first step towards spiritual and emotional growth. If you don’t know what is really going on, you have no idea what direction to go in next. Making lists works for some people, others may want to have a very close friend give them the reality check, others may wish to seek the advice of a reader. It doesn’t matter which method you choose, it is time to take stock of your life and you dreams. Who is it that you wanted to be by now? Have your goals changed because you no longer want what you wanted then or because someone told you couldn’t? The further you stray from your true path, the rougher life gets. So if you want smooth sailing, find where you are and spot that small trail that leads you back to your true self.
Are you a little bit defensive about something today? Yes, there are times when averting can be a good thing, but putting up blocks does a huge disservice to all parties involved. The root of defensive behavior is really denial. It is easier to block out than to deal with the situation, but honestly the twinge of discomfort that comes with dealing with the situation is a lot less than the pain that comes from delaying and letting it grow into a much bigger problem. So figure out what it is that you are denying about yourself and you will be able to deal with the situation openly and it will go a lot smoother.